Tuesday, 5 June 2007

So I know!

Was wondering since past few days, "What on earth made me make a blog?" Know today why...it is to talk to me lest i keep buggin' my lil head with all the trash it sees all day!!!
Garbage in-Garbage out!!! have been away from cheap politics all life...takes a ****ian to take you through it... bloody morons...!!! Having a blog, and abusing...did neone on earth find a better use for it??? Count on me...
So today is my last day at work and this is what i am doing. Mansij is here, but his guide is keeping an eagle eye on him lest he fraxes!!! Nice fellow...!:) Abhi I met an XLer... Vishnu(2006 IR) hmm...two months on the same floor and i meet him on the very last day...evening! Also found that a senior did join IBM(RG!) have seen him...never knew his name! Hmm...so he joined as a lateral.
More events... lost my Access batch! Good for me i dont return tomorrow, still as i always say, "Funny things keep happening!!!" and more often than not i am party! So i mailed Anil and requested him to send a mail across to Access Control...phew...me and my escapedes!
So, what else happened, ok i am not writing here why i am annoyed with everyone(or am I??) Aaj we were supposed to go for a team dinner! Looks like we wont go! A tool failed and everyone is busy punching in data manually...IBM and its tools!:)
Now this indeed is weird, actually no big deal everyone would say, but am sittin on Anil's seat today...my seat is occupied...but i wonder...how is it so...the office looks different from here...absolutely different! and i wonder...
Life must be different too from another persons perspective...but do we sit back and ever appreciate it? Do we even try to see and learn?
Tough question is it? :)
Isnt actually...the answer is simple "We do not." Simple wasnt that! three magical words...not as magical as the one's that would pop in a mortal mind when forced to think of three magical words, but magical indeed!
Only if we sit and think that when we say something, we might end up hurting sentiments...we wont! we are too often engrossed in teaching another, too busy pointing fingers, too absorbed in thinking of others that we hate/dislike or abhore or maybe things we dislike. Why dont we think of us? Arent we interesting enough for ourselves...aren't we food for our thought, do we not folly...i guess we never ask. i think i seldom ask...
What if one day, we wake up to a world of mirrors... what if all we see is us... will we pursue finding fault within ourselves? Will we grow tired of us? Will we start noticing the small scars that mar our countenance?
:)
shall write about this sometime else!
So as i just said! dinner stands cancelled!!! :)
Lemme rush back....gotta fetch food!!! As my dear friend says..."Out for Chow!":D